I need a tea.

It's 2:30am...!!!?!

Note to self: Do all the things you said you would do.

Haha - call Leonie tomorrow. And start - finish all your readings!! You have 4 sets!! Please don't get "behind" already.



I think I need to conceal my glasses marks better. Also my under eye circles. Okay, lets just agree I need to conceal everything better. haha. Ahh man, random mood. --Well I wouldn't have anything to conceal if I would just go to sleep :P--



Eggs Benedict for lunch. Yummy. Hadn't had salmon for awhile. Actually I take that back.



And my parents are in a possibly good mood?? I want a new blazer.



When did I take this? Smeh.

Love Love.

ps: Everyone play in xiuxiu!

I want some red velvet pants.

So today I helped a lady from Shanghai on the bus haha, my cheap thrill of the day.

Anyway enough emo. Just concentrate on studies...one more year one more year. PREP TALK BABY!!


I'm cutting my hair this short next time.



Concentration Jessica!!!!! RAAAAAH

love love.

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis"

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing.

Your opinions have gotten stronger.

You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.

One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life.

Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better.

You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.

We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

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This morning I woke up at around 5am and couldn't get back to sleep because I was thinking about stuff. Yesterday in one of my lectures I met an old friend who I hadn't seen in about three years because when he graduated from college he went to a different university. Turns out he's doing his masters now at my uni. Time passes by so fast.



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Orange..

So first day back. I got out of the car and and slipped :| I'm so cool lol.

...Developing Economy...Modern Japan...Chinese Societies...Chinese literature...

...oh what a joy...

...ok enough sarcasm Jessica...

I AM A BRIGHT AND CHEERFUL GIRL!




The Face Shop nail polish in OR202.
Integrate eye pencil BK981.
Maybelline Volum' Express Turbo Boost Mascara Very Black.
Academica Concealer.
Jill Stuart Blush 06 Fresh Apricot.
Revlon Living Lipstick Cappuccino.

Orange nails to brighten my day from lack of awesomeness. Although the color has chipped slightly, well, I suppose I have had this color for a few days now. I think tonight? Tomorrow? I'm going to paint them yellow. What to wear to school tomorrow? Oh man, this is such a drab entry. Maybe I should meet Brooke tomorrow instead of Thursday. I mean I can finish early on Thursday then rest and on Friday I have no classes so I can "think" of it as a long weekend.

But you know what, time passes by really fast. I can't wait for September 20th? 25th? I can't remember. Want to know why? Because that marks the non teaching break, which equals "holiday" which means I only have 4 more weeks of uni till the end of semester. YEAH! Ok, So I am looking a little too far ahead, but whatever. I'm trying to be optimistic ok?

If I could hop back on a plane right now I would.

I am sulking...

Love Love.

<3 My Dear Allen and Fairy <3

So I am now back in this place ready to start university life once again.

How sad.

On an even sadder note, I was not able to say goodbye to my dearest, most charming Allen and my one and only girlfriend Fairy. Truly, if there is one thing that I learnt during my trip, and in the words of my dear Adit ~~ "Bro's over Hoes"... XD
~~I just gave my dear Allen a phone call haha. How I miss you guys already :( ~~
I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye to Alex..!?!!! At least I was able to give Gilbert a hug.... :(:(




Love Love.

Love Love.

lolli lolli oh lollipop.pictureless.85!

I went to class at 10 because I needed to give Aaron back his text book which he lent me (thanks Aaron) and now I'm just pointlessly hanging around the comp lab waiting for J to finish his class at 12 so I can go eat lunch. Speaking of which I'm hungry, really hungry. Actully more hot than hungry. First on the list when he finishes class is to go buy a cup of oolong cha haha.

So I didn't get to go to Kaoshiung yesterday for a somewhat stupid reason.Is it really stupid? To be honest I'm not really sure. In a weird sense I feel slightly happy because the others couldn't of cared less on what I did or with whom. Or is it just selfishness? Allen, Chuan Yu, Chin Chin ( .. ;) ;) .. ) we're eating together this weekend. And my Dear Allen/Fariy you guys are coming with me to the airport lol <3

I was going through my closet before and I realised I went through this random phase where I bought acouple of pink shirts, and then these 2 shirts with giraffes? And I remember at the time I thought it was really fun because I was like yeah! Fresh.. Young..Summer! But like....what?!....I went shopping yesterday and J bought me this oversized gray shirt/dress thing. I think my love for things gray and black has been rekindled. Shall it never waver again. Oh but I saw this deep red jumper the other day...love...I want it!

Ooh, its 11:47 (and I'm still listening to Lollipop). Almost time to go buy some tea :D I tomorrow I'm going to go into MAC and buy some carbon. I personally find it hard to wear smokey black eyes in summer, but I'm heading back to winter. Shall I buy some for mummy too? (Yeah, you know she likes it). Ooh! now its 11:55! Ok you know I'm bored when I'm watching the clock lol!

Ok, 11:58. Hitting publish.

Love Love.

Am I your princess?

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。。。我很想你，但是我真的不要回家。。。　

不哭不哭不哭！

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I love boys clothes. They're so comfy. 回家的时候I'm taking your shirt, also your brown Nike jumper...and perhaps some of your T's lol just kidding. I'm only taking the brown Nike jumper with me. And mommy is going to ask me what happened to that red shirt I saw in your photos?

So Saturday was the big freak out day, accomplished nothing except for sulking in the room and then going out to eat dinner looking like utter rubbish lol.

Sunday was a little better but still consumed with sinister white building thoughts. But I was productive! 去新光三越买爸爸Tommy Hilfiger vest and discovered Ralph Lauren was having a sale and found a nice jumper that was 60% off! Sadly in my mood I had no desire to buy it. That however doesn't mean given my uplifted spirit I'm not going to go back there tonight to have a quick looksy. I also went into Watsons and bought some Integrate eye pencils for myself and mother. Did some washing and went out to dinner running around the street with everyone around me going through my mind in slow motion. Whats that song by Chris Brown called? The one with all the lights running around him? With you? Think something like that haha. Ok that wasn't really slow motion. Dinner was so so, but the ladies in the store yelled out "I love you" when we left. oh note to self: Remember to go get pancakes from the 2 old ladies outside my old dorm before I leave.

Yesterday visited the queer white building. They extorted my money and then I went out to eat lunch.



Today? So far I've spent the day chilling in my room. Watched Transformers and then J came back home and bought me lunch. Polo jumper watch out, I'm coming back for you tonight. I also want to walk around the school for alittle while eating ice cream. Yes. We're doing that.



Mini House.



This place has nice Apple Milk. Hello Chin Chin ;)



Love Love.

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So I decided not to perm my hair, but I did chop it all off. 我有娃娃的头发！看起来孩子吗？哈哈。And after not having short hair for a long long time I actually find it rather refreshing. Of course I will miss putting my hair up in a messy bun. However, as cute as this fringe is, I'm definitely going to grow it back out to the side again.

Acmedica Concealer.
Bourjois Paris Compact Powder 71 Beige Clair.
The Body Shop Bronzing Powder 01.
Revlon Living Lipstick Cappuccino.

Thanks for taking me to Boen Allen.

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Anyway the other night we went to Carrefour to buy some fruits and milk and other things and we passed this flashing building lol Rather unexpected really.



Have another flashing building.



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On a more important note I would like to introduce Natsuchan. She's cheap, cute and tasty to drink. Unfortunately she is subjected to some very terrible treatment.



This is water bottle.



Sweet Natsuchan faces the same fate as water bottle.



As you can see she is already half way there. This treatment is affecting her heart and lungs, and if she happens to have a heart attack, stroke, chronic obstructive pulmonary disease, emphysema or cancer it's most likely due to the cigarettes.

Smoking is bad. Don't do it.



Fruit eg. mangoes are a much better alternative :P

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Yeah!

Love Love.